Halo!
Hari ini aku berencana
untuk membuat a new kind of post di
blog aku hehe. Since aku adalah
tipikal orang yang suka mencatat dan merekam my current mood dan perasaan dan feeling dan many kind of
stuff, jadi notes di telepon genggamku
basically isinya sangat beragam dan
sangat absurd wkwk. Aku juga gapernah
ngehapusin kontennya, jadi ya aku suka baca atau denger rekaman suara yang aku
buat sendiri like a year after that
dan ya kadang ngebikin aku ngakak sendiri hahaha.
Dengan kayak gitu biasanya sih aku jadi banyak belajar tentang perasaan dan pikiran manusia yang bisa berubah-ubah, sifat orang juga bisa berubah-ubah dan aku juga ngerasa kalo by the time aku pun berubah. Kemudian aku jad kayak berpikir apakah aku sekarang perubahannya ke arah yang lebih baik or aku yang dulu probably even better than who I am now? Hahaha, such a time buat toleransi sih. Waduu deep amat padahal cuma ngebahas catetan-catetan dan rekaman-rekaman yang lalu hahaha.
Baiklah, ini
kupersembahkan sebuah tulisan yang kubuat about a year ago, tepatnya 2 hari lagi bakal jadi a year of this thing di buat sama aku. Aku buat tulisan ini waktu
ceritanya aku lagi punya perasaan special
over someone, dan maafkan bahasa inggrisku yang masih harus banyak
belajarnya, but I dont want to change
redaksinya buat menjaga keaslian tulisan ini hahaa enjoy!
have u ever fall to someone
like
you like him
just really
really like him
even
"like" is not the right word for it
you love him
like really
really love him
by just
seeing him walk from the doorway
by just
seeing his smile and the way he laugh with his friend
by just the
way he focus on something
by just his
really reckless personality
by just hear
his voice
by just
smell his perfume
by just hear
his deep breathe
by just
feeling like he is so close with you
by just
being at the same class with you
by just
feeling like he know
by just
knowing his existence.
then you'll
find yourself so happy
like really
really happy
without you
realize it,
your eyes
becoming slightly even bigger
you cant
breathe well
your face
feel so warm
you cant
stop smiling
you cant
stop staring
your hand
shake that much
you just
feel so weak
why we feel
that way?.
15 December 2015, 20:47 P.M.
